i talked to my ex girlfriend just now and i can't help but think of her.. i miss her a lot.. what's new? is that she kinda opened up a little bit about her current boyfriend.. and to tell you the truth.. i kinda got excited. hahaha.. i'm sooo mean.. but hey.. still wishing right? maybe jj's right i'm still in love with her.. (came from my current worthless boyfriend) anyway, just missed her a lot.. and i can't still hide the thoughts behind the backdoor of my head.. the what ifs and what should have been.. i know it's never to late.. i miss you karla! i miss you a lot..

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i found myself daydreaming about us. ang weird ko noh.. stalker mode. after almost two years.. grabeng impact.. cause you know why? i believed i have found happiness and peace in you.. and i'm so not ready to let it go the second time around.. looking forward in seeing you soon. kept on saying that pero hay life.. i know it will come..

**NOTE: kanina nung nag-uusap tau sobrang na-feel ko ikaw pa din nakakaintindi saken and i know that i understand your side too.. hindi ako nagbibiro about canada.. kahit new zealand ang original plan.. the location might have changed pero sabi nga sa panaginip mo.. kung naalala mo pa.. magkikita tau sa foreign land.. hehehe.. sobrang i wish tlg.. if fate would allow "us" one more time, and let me experience happiness and peace one more time.. it'll be all worth while.. kasi alam ko nafefeel mo din yun..

**comment about sa pag-alis ni fafa ben.. hindi ako magsisinungaling.. tumalon ng konti yung puso ko.. ang sama ko noh.. pero basta..

still here.. same wish.. same hopes.. same dreams.. all still with you..